Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Let It All Out . .
Heyya . Euu mite be wondering what is the above pix about ? nah . no worries . its just old memoirs . Actually its been a long tyme oready that i want to rite about this . But due to lack of tyme ( chey , like business woman gytu ) , this post was kept back . Kay . Since now i have tyme, i shall rite about the pix . Do euu darls remember about this guy named Ben ? Its been a long tyme actually . Nvm if euu nvr remember . I understand . teehee . yeah . its hym . The pix above was given to me but i editted it . For fun sake . Dat tyme, after much silence between us, i felt lyke as if he's a dumbass . sorie . i mean can't euu just tell me what did i do wrong and leave me after dat ? Y silence did u choose ? I noe i have many flaws, so what ? Other peeps have too . Dat was what i've been thinking after dat dae euu chose dat path . Path that tortures me . Eventhough i've known euu for a quite a short period of tyme, i thought euur diff . Guess i was wrong huh ? I shudnt let euu enter my lyfe in the first place . But i was glad actually . Thankful to be exact . Euu noe yy ? Bcoz now i realise that guys are still guys . If they dislike the gal and afraid to break her heart, they will just choose the short-cut way . Ignore sms-es, calls . Is dat what euu've been thinking ? By doing that, i'll not be sad ? Maybe im wrong in all these . Mybe ur intention of ending all of it is diff . Who noes . Okays . Maybe god knows . And for that, i waant to thank quee . Tquee for ending it . Tquee for meeting me . I have learnt a lesson behind all this . From euu, i realise that i can't trust peeps just lyke dat . Esp. GUYS . Hell yeah . My gals are right . Never fall for a guy just lyke dat . Now i noe . Back days, i've been lyke dis . Several tymes . Yet i'm still stubborn . Still believe that each guy is diff . Still believe that there is a guy out there dat is unlike the rest . But now, after being hit on the forehead ( is it ryte ? ) , i suddenly wake up from my 'lalaland' . From dis day onwards, i shall be diff . Not dat big diff . Maybe diff in choosing guys . I shall erase all my beliefs and plant a new one . Shud i do that in order to be happy ? oh wells . Whateva it is, i shant concentrate on it and instead focus my entire attention to werk and school . That will keep me occupy from all this stuffs . Yeah .
Labels: A Big TQuee
~ Lady in process ~

~ Loves ~
one .

two .

three .

~ Hates ~
One .

Two but not least .

~ a Wish ~
ShadYs .
