Heys . Sorie for not updating within this entire week . Will update it 2morow about the stuffs that happened Last 7 days aite ? 
I don't noe why but when i heard about u asking someone to matchmake me and u. my anger rises up . Weird yea ? When i told u about it, u keep repeating the S word . I know feelings cannot be force . I agree with that . But u do not need to go to a certain extent of doing that rite ? maybe some gals don't mind . But i mind . I'm sorie if i've caused u sleepless nights . Deep in the bottom of my soul, I'm so ultimately sorie . Didn't think that it would end up like this . Honestly . I tried to develop some feelings for u . But i couldn't . It just doesn't seem right . I love u as a fren . Only a fren and not more than that .
When i read ur post, i was flabbergasted . My laptop was the witness . U might call me a wimp but i couldn't stop these tears from rolling down . it's been a long time since i cried bcoz of guys . I'm not trying to say that ur the cause of it . Nope . That's wrong . It's just me . true . Maybe nvr in my life i would expect that someone would love me dearly . I appreciate it ALOT ! But its more sad when i couldn't reply back ur feelings . I'm so sorie, guy !
About the guy, nope . Ur wrong . He's not as what u had imagined , He might be tall but not a surfer type dude . he's also a norm guy, just lyke euu . Yerps . I've just realised it . Its a stupid crush, me towards hym . I'm fine with that .
I'm not the gal that u thought . I'm the bad gal, even now . When people critise euu, u noe what i did ? I didn't ask them to shut up . Instead, i will juz kip quiet or join the fun and say ' no commen ' . Is that harsh to euu ? Is it ? U want more ? I always speak bad things about euu in fornt of my frens . yerps . Enuf of that ? I noe that euur there but i will juz ignore u or avoid meeting euu . Its not bcoz of ur looks . Don't worry . I'm not that harsh tp a certain extent .
How do euu feel now ? Hatred ? It's better to kip it that way, guy . It'e easier to just hate each other and from there, we go our own separate ways . leaving our frenship boat isolated, in the middle of the sea .
yea . let's do that shall we ?
That's all for todae, peeps . Nite2 .
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